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Name: Valeria
Location: Tulsa, Oklahoma, United States
Interests: I'll give anything the old college try so I'm not going to limit myself to just a mere smattering of things I enjoy. Truth be told, I am a lover of the arts, particularly all types of dance. I'm currently in search of my next greatest adventure..........
Expertise: I'm a mere student of life, to say I am an expert at anything is an understatement......
Occupation: Legal
Industry: Art
Message: message meEmail: email me
AIM:  bailarina882
Member Since:
7/11/2004
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| Haven't posted in a loooong while! Does anyone even use this anymore? Have we all grown out of our delayed post-adolecent I'm-deceptively-emo-I-must-blog-all-my-feelings-even-though-I'm-in-my-twenties phase? NAH! I've been busy as of late, rehearsing for some shows....full time job....trying to figure out my life. The use (pronounced like "euge" as in the first part of "usual" get it?) Not really much to say, extremely tired, regretting the glass of white wine I had, and definitely not looking forward to going to work at the looney bin tomorrow. Some days I really wish I had chosen the life of a performing gypsy (not like I'm necessarily talented enough) going from show to show, perhaps sometimes living in a big crazy city. I suppose its never too late. On the other hand.....I'm pretty happy with my choices. Who knows...what will be will be. Much love to all of you that may actually read this thing. Besos! | | |
| MAN....I'm such a wet blanket right now. Life is kinda sucking at the moment. I'm not about to go into a teenage rant about how things are so unfair....I think I've matured quite a bit to do that...I should have, I am 24 years young! hahaha! However, I'm so LOST....more than I've ever been. I am a person of faith so I know deeeeeep in my heart I'm going to be OK, but I'm having a little trouble trusting the guy upstairs. More so, I'm afraid that He's giving me a choice and maybe I'm not doing the right thing, or not living my life as I should.
I was never going to be the person that gave up and didn't do what I dreamed of doing....but that is exactly what I'm doing. It has nothing to do with the fact that I didn't make it up to Chicago for the dance therapy grad program (I don't know how I know, but I KNOW it wasn't the right thing for me to do). I don't regret not going for a second. Truly.....but I do regret not having had the balls to fight for my desire to dance. I wish I wasn't so afraid.
Sweet Jesus, I'm in such a terrible mood right now! Not a good time to update! Mayhaps I'll come back later and write something a little happier. | | |
| I hate how utterly insecure I feel at the moment.......... I am more scared than excited to be going to Chicago. Nothing is set, and it's usually what or who I love the most that is the least stable. I have a horrible feeling I'm about to learn a big lesson and I'm not going to enjoy the ride.....perhaps I'll feel better at the destination. | | |
| I really want some cowboy boots..... In a bad way. | | |
| I was accepted into the dance therapy program at Columbia College in Chicago!!!! Technically, I received the call yesterday on my birthday (what an awesome present), but I got confirmation today! I'm not usually the type (I think) to blanket text or mass produce messages, but I'm proud of myself and....why not? On a not so bright side....I'm going to owe like $80,000 when I'm finished....yaaaaaay...... Anyone and everyone will be welcome to come visit me in the windy city. More importantly, whoever wants to come help me out with the rent is also more than welcome!! HAHAHA! Love you all! | | |
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